ok so my last day here which means my last post basically lol i will post tommorow about the plane trip and yadyadyad. but anyways im super proud of myself bc 1. i blogged abt everyday 2. ive survived 3 in another country with out my family and 3 i went 3 weeks with no american food!! so yep so on my last day today we got up and ate breakfast they asked me wht i was surprised about here and what have you found out about people here well i said all the guys stink here and they were surprised by it lol  oh well! then about an hour later we ate lunch they asked me what i missed and i said ice and well it turned out they had ice the whole time i just never asked so yeah lol but it was ok i kind of enjoyed the differnce. then i packed some then we went to the baltic sea again but this time i actually same maybe for just like 5 secs but it counts lol i faced my fears! then we stayed there for a long time then left and went to watch soccer Germany lost super sad!! well then i came home and yeah now im trying to stay awake till 3 am lol super hard to do!! im super sad about leaving and will miss  my family super duper mch!! but i miss my real family a lot to so its really bittersweat! but i have 2 hours or so til ill be on my way home! i defintly had an amazing experince here and will ever forget it aand will always be thankful for it!!

woke up today really late opps like 100 pm it  was thanks to my sister who told me to watch old greg which is btw rlly messed up anyways woke up not feeling to well had a massive headache a stuffy nose so yeah i think im getting a cold but its ok so then i got ready went to mattheus house for his birthday which we ate cake then we left went to the goodbye party at the school which was fun! i got a STICKER and a DAY PLANNER its like they know me here. then went back home packed which was hard but i got it all to fit might be to heavy but oh well then i  skyped sarah which apperantly she has been hanging out with my family...yep so that was fun and now im going to bed and i still have a headache.. :( last day tommorow!!! going to the beach i think then to watch soccer germany vs italy!! ps alyse gooo germany!!!!! boooo italy!! lol :)

so today was a nice well paced day!in the morning it was slow bc we were verytired from staying up late but then we went to scherwin where we went to an art gallery which was interesting i loved the art here so much then that took till three then we went to the big castle/palace place which was drop dead gorgeous lol it took my breath away. but int the castle i was allowed to take pics but my camera spazed out and somehow the flash got turned on so i got in trouble by a lady but it was ok she just followed me around until i went up the stairs and i was still able to take pictures so it was good then we went to the mall saw jenna there apperantly there was logan and kaitlin there to but i didnt see them:( but i found the shoes ive been looking for so iwas happy came home drew a pic meet there aunt and went to bed at 10 tommorow will be a free day i got told lol cant wait bc im going to have to pack tommorow or at least start lol ! night!

today was my BIRTHDAY!! so today i got woken up to my family singing happy birthday to me very nice! then i saw the wonderful video hannah and meghan made for me loved it i watched it about 3 times just bc i liiiked it so much lol!then i ate breakfast then they gave me presents which was my favorite german candy, a beutiful necklace made of amber and a birthday cake which tasted super good later in the day lol.then we went to rostock which is a big city  for them and went to the zoo then passed a art universte that susi goes too which was cool. then into a famous chocolate store ate chocolate and had hot chocolate since its cold here lol. then we went into a antique shop loved it! then we went home read some of my book then people started arriving. a few of my american friends came which was super nice! then we ate and played games it was a lot of fun! tommorrow i will go to sherwin to see the giant castle!! cant wait oh and it has like non stoped raining for two days now so hopefully when i go baack home ill bring the rain to for them lol! caant wait to go home and see everyone especially little smokie i heard he was super small but in the ppic he loook s huge!

oh i especially miss how the locks work in america i swear i get locked in there bathroom at     least once a day lol!

today was intersting. al day i kind of missed my family and america.but i love here to ill speak more about that later. soo today i woke up and it was raining which made me happy/sad because i was like maybe we wont do anything bc i miss those days in america where i can just wear sweats and lay around the house but no so i got dressed and went horseback riding in the cold rain. yeah not my thing. lol i was very cold and soaking wet so not that fun nice to ride the horse but we went super slow in the wet rain. then afterwards my butt hurt and legs super bad. then we came home after 1 hour and an half of that and ate lunch.then me conni susi and her cousin played odeyse which is fun but they dont play games fast here like the usa so it got a bit old after awhile and this made me miss my sister and i think her mom thought i was bored so she took me out even though i was fine just tired and  sad lol by the way my mom here is soooo nice and informated i love it! but i miss my mom very much. anyways me and here mom went back to wismar and took a tour of the old church and we had to climb 313 stairs about up and down after that my legs and my butt hurts super bad!!!! yeah today was just not my day. then we came home around 6 i just stayed laid in bed for awhile and then sat on the couch did some puzzles in my puzzle book and read till 9 which was dinner time then we ate which made me miss my disfuctional family and how we eat by ourselves. and i miss eatiing alone and my dad and mom telling me to eat with them. soo baasically everything today made me miss my family and it doesnt help that like everybody here has there family and stuff sooo yeah. i miss everyone in america!  and just plain out miss america! but i also love it here but after being gone awhile i miss home and im still having fun! but tommorow will be a rough day bc im going to miss celebrating my bday with my family and friends but we are going to the zoo i think and im having a party with the other american kids at my house so that will be good i hope it will help my home sickness go away lol. well tommorows my day!!! celebrate for me in america!lol goodnight everyone in america!! :)

today i didnt get up till like noonish then i ate breakfast and then like a half hour later we ate lunch. then t 1 we went to the beach which was soooo pretty i just put my feet in the water bc it was suuuuppppppeeeerrrr cold and plus im terrified of the fish in the water. lol but then i just laid out in the sand till like 5 listening to music. it was a lot of fun and very pretty then we went around her mom showed me the grand hotel here and the horse track which was cool. then we went home ate and now im watching tv and about to go to bed lol. i feel kind of bad bc every time we go into the car i always go to sleep lol it just soo quite and hot and relaxing that i just sleep in the car lol oh well i do it in america too. but at the beach they had kites flying which was cool. tommorow we are going to ride horses in the outback and then the next day my BIRTHDAY!!! cant wait!